SEPTEMBER 15th, 2019, 10:58 P.M.; ENTRY #8

 But I stayed sober this weekend woohoo, means nothing. It's only because I have a sinus infection, though.

SEPTEMBER 11th, 2019, 6:07 P.M.; ENTRY #7

 After experiencing a real tablet (Wacom) for the first time last week.. It is all I can think about. So so smooth. I'm kind of addicted. I'm working on getting my own but I am not sure how soon. Probably not soon enough. I am miserable until then; what I use now is increasingly clunky. Most likely the reason I do not draw as much as I'd like. Makes me feel like I've just showered but put on dirty clothes. Eugh. Maybe I just won't draw until I get one.

SEPTEMBER 7th, 2019, 7:49 P.M.; ENTRY #6

 Played Call of Duty, suckled on vodka, rocked out to music. I guess I'll code now.

SEPTEMBER 3rd, 2019, 4:51 P.M.; ENTRY #5

 Lost and disconnected. Tired of only having value to people when I am benefitting them. I really do not like other humans sometimes.

 I try to rebel but it never works, because I am just mammal. I want to shoot myself up with every drug imaginable and get out of here.

AUGUST 23th, 2019, 1:21 A.M.; ENTRY #4

 Today I had Indian for the first time. Was just alright. Shrimp tikka masala, spring rolls, naan. I still have a texture problem.

AUGUST 20th, 2019, 2:18 A.M.; ENTRY #3


AUGUST 13th, 2019, 1:55 A.M.; ENTRY #2

 I'm looking at my website and I'm thinking to myself.. how much I hate it and how much I love it. Ohh to remember it's humble beginings. Was not very interesting when I first made it, but thankfully no one was around for that.

 This little web page really is a good representation of my conciousness. All that changing all that vagueness and ugliness but all that mystery. Fun. But also not fun. I'll keep trying to make this place my own. I think maybe there should be more organization.. but also more chaos. Hahh

AUGUST 12th, 2019, 10:01 P.M.; ENTRY #1